Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i just need to blog.
i have been rather stressed out recently, due to a lot of commitments, pressures and expectations. time is running fast away. and seriously speaking, i'm feeling very afraid. dance has been hectic. and i understand why. i totally do. but it's this contradiction that i face. the heart is willing, but the flesh is weak. there is just too much expectations from people around and i'm feeling the pressure. i know this is inevitable. i know pressure improves people. but i am worn out. inside out. i know this will be temporary. and i will press on. definitely. i really hope i'll be able to make time for my loved ones. i don't want to compromise anything, be it friendships or my relationship with god. sometimes, i feel i need to break away. because i really feel like i'm going through this viscious cycle that i will never get out of. and this sucks.
HOLD ON, PRESS ON CONSTANCE.i just need an outlet. thanks to those people who were standing by me all this while , no matter whether you tried cheering me up or if you listened to my rantings and complaints. you all know who you are. thanks, from the bottom of my heart.
SYF's is in like 22 days. 25th april=d day. i really pray with all my heart that everything will go on smoothly.
COME ON FELLOW DANCERS! WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER. AND WE WILL WORK TOGETHER TO DO NOT ONLY THE SCHOOL, BUT OURSELVES PROUD! JUST 22 MORE DAYS. LET'S KEEP ON PERSEVERING. WE CAN DO IT. :))life is not a bed of roses. but i would very much want to plant my roses now.
i know and i know and i know that hardwork pays off.
"Where'd You Go?" - Fort MinorWhere'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but the trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot
Workin' my day around the call
But when I pick up I don't have much to say
So, I want you to know it's a little f*ed up
That I'm stuck here waiting at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile
But now, you only stop by every once and a while
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doin' fine
I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little f*ed up
That I'm stuck here waiting at times debating
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little f*ked up
That I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around
And feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
and i really remember everything...
